Have you ever wondered what you're going to be doing in 5-10 years? This last week I've been wondering that myself and I can't really come to a conclusion. I know where I want to be and what I want, but I have no clue as to how to accomplish those goals.
Ideally I want to be married and have a children on the way by the time I'm 30. Reason being is I'd like to be around while I can still do things; take them out, play in the yard etc etc. At the rate things are going I don't know how to accomplish that with who I want. I feel completely alone and have lost most motivation to do anything else.
I still have to get up in the morning and go to work, if I don't, well...I'd never have a chance to reach those goals and dreams. At the same time though it feels like wasted effort. It's a pretty big internal struggle I've been going through everyday.
Now I can't even see 1 week into the future. I envy those that have found their purpose or someone to share their life with. A person can only wear the fake smile for so long. Sooner or later it will crack. But in the meantime, for everyone that can relate. Keep on going.
SOTD: "What Hurts the Most"~Rascal Flatts
