Hi, here to share my daily thoughts on relationships, ffxi moments and random tidbits of life.
Lately I've had some thoughts on my mind about relationships. Does the feeling of insecurity ever go away? Don't get me wrong, I love who I'm with but I guess I don't like who i am. I always get the feeling that she deserves someone better and fear that one day she will find that person. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not the type that tells someone what they can or can not do or who they can and can not associate themselves with, but just because I don't say anything that does not mean I approve or don't get jealous.
The problem with having doubts is that if you bring them up you lose either way. If she is loyal to you and you ask, you show that you do not trust her, but if she is seeing someone else...well you get my point.
Usually I take option C, I wait it out and watch it play out. The downside to this approach is that if it does not result in the ending you so eagerly wanted it to, you're in for a world of hurt since you watched the events unfold.
Now the question is, am I over thinking things? Do the little comments you read on myspaces/facebooks/blogs/twitters really mean something, or are people just thinking out loud randomly. The way I see it is that yes, they do mean something. So far I've always been right about how people feel. I can usually predict the next move but at the same time I always hope I'm wrong. I like to believe in the fairy tale endings and that is what results in my thoughts today, the nervous, doubtful person that I am.
